went to visit xiang's dad at changi general hospital yesterday. seeing him on the bed, in a coma, pains me. life is just so fragile isnt it. anything can happen at any time. and you're right, i really should be watching what i eat, before i am qualified to say others. doctor says judging from experience, xiang's dad should be up about one or two weeks. hopefully he si right.
argh... mental block. haha i think i should just keep all my thoughts to myself for the time being. so many and yet i am unable to put them in words. this sucks. anyway i have been thinking, did i really made a right choice in joining this industry? i look at myself and think. am i the right person? i am required to talk and talk and talk. but i don't see myself capable of doing that. i think i suck at talking. i think cant maintain a conversation. i think i cant start one. people think i talk alot, but i think thats all because there is already a conversation going on and i just chap ji kah. argh... blah blah blah...i shall try to rest well for today. full day class tmr and work till friday 8am. long long day. should i just stay out or go home?
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